I thought I loved the whole new aspect of this update, but there are 2 things that bother me. One, having to press the tag button to insert a tab, hitting done, then post. It was easier to slide your finger over, insert the tags and then hit post. At least for me it was. And two, I can’t see who likes or replies to stuff without going to notifications, which the app doesn’t inform me when they happen. I shouldn’t have to check that to find out. It was better when they just appeared in my dash as notifications instead of being an entirely separate tab. And three, of you go to post something with multiple blogs, it no longer resets to the primary blog once you reblog something on a different one, which results in posts going to the wrong blog. Which I do, about once every 2 days. You can ignore this pointless rant, but some things aren’t broken, and were just better, so why change them?
If they are even dates because they are always with girls I’m interested in where nothing ever really develops afterwards. Hence why I’m a hopeless romantic. Just once I wish my spontaneity with a girl I like would actually be something more. It doesnt help that its been almost 2.5 years since my last relationship. I’m not even sure I would know how to react to being in one…
I’ve thrown away 4 pieces of trash and put 3 bowls and 4 spoons in the sink and he’s saying I do nothing. That the sink is full because of me and I filled the trash up and did nothing about it… I’ve been home and awake for like 10 hours in the last 4 days… How is all that my fault? Seriously, fuck off… The only reason I still live in this fucking house is because I have to pay off my car before I can have enough income for rent. I don’t want to be here, I don’t enjoy living here, my quality of life is next to nothing… And my dad has surgery tomorrow so he will have nothing to do for the next 2 weeks but bitch and complain about every little thing because it can’t possibly be his fault. No, everything is my fault. I’m a good for nothing piece of shit who can’t do anything for himself because I contribute to less than 1/10 of the clutter in this house. I’m the fucking scum of the earth because I don’t wake up until 9 or 10 after getting home from work at almost 11… Yes… Everything that isn’t my mess is my fault. And you wonder how I got so messed up. Why I go through so much booze in 2 days. I have to deal with your fucking god forsaken mouth and the idiots at work almost every day. What have I done to deserve this? What have I done to deserve nothing good in my life? The only thing I have going for me is that I somehow manage to crawl through the motions day by day without completely breaking down or bursting outwardly and killing someone. I need a new job, I need a new life, and mostly, I need something that is going to make me happy and make this shithole worth living in before I seriously consider living out of my car the rest of my life…
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