Now that they are sober. I just returned to my buzz after almost literally chugging a few beers. Mostly because I needed to get them out of the fridge because they tastes just awful. And also because they wind me down. And in the mean time, I’m blogging like an idiot even when I know nobody really cares to read my posts and whether it’s my business or not, I go out of my way to read all the posts of people I know in real life. I’ve lost enough friends and self respect, I can’t imagine losing more. Anyways, point, my 2011 recap.
Successfully worked 30 hour weeks every week up until this week where I have 5 days off consecutively. Worked Halloween, 4th of July, New Years Eve, New Years Day, Christmas, Christmas Eve, Black Friday, Valentines Day, St Paddys day. Literally any holiday about togetherness and love in any form. Lost my Memere, my pup of 16 years, several friends(as in no longer present in my life), a significant amount of self esteem, and the support of my mum and dad who currently think I’m blowing off life because I can get away with it because I’m responsible and self sufficient for the most part. Stayed single all year. Rejected once, I think. Played lots of frisbee, both ultimate and disc golf! Turned 21 and have at least had a beer every night since I have been of age(do I might be what some people call alcoholic.) in other words. 2011 was a shitty year for me.
If you cared enough to read this, thank you! It seems meaningless but it actually means a lot to me. I don’t care people’s opinions of me, but I care that people actually legitimately care enough to acknowledge the existence of my almost subhuman presence.